Looking for marriage minded virgin 18-25

Hello, I know these expectations are hard to find these days, but I am seeing if there are any single virgin women between the ages of 18-25 serious about marriage with a committed, devoted, and caring man. I am in my late twenties, employed, athletic, very religious and looking for somebody special. I am open [...]
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Zenobia:
Am I wrong about being a priority to ex?
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
Is this exit stage left time, or do I try to get us into counseling?
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
He told me never to make him choose between something and his kids because he will always choose his kids.
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
When discussing this recently, he angrily said something so hurtful I feel I must make a choice.
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
Because the ex will be there (my partner doesn t know if she will or will not be there but most likely will), I refuse to go.
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
There is a New Years party again this year at one of the grown children s house.
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
His children are in their 30 s and I have been so loving, gracious, and giving but feel like I continue to feel like the outsider.
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
His ex wife was included, and honestly, he and I get along ok, but I don t want to spend EVERY holiday with her.
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
Last year, I made an exception to spend Christmas and New Years with his family over mine due to a close death in the family.
(30 December 2016)

Zenobia:
He tells me I am his wife, even though we aren t married and never will, but he sends me mixed signals.
(30 December 2016)